The Transformation: Day 5

I had a post written about the origins and purpose of evil, but my thoughts on it are really incomplete at this point to the degree of irresponsibility, so instead I’ll just talk about my fatness again.

Today starts day five of no Dr. Pepper. Monday (day 2) was actually pretty easy, though I did treat myself to a Red Bull in prep for my Philosophy class. It’s actually only 10 more calories than a DP (though slightly less sugars) and I gotta have something to get me through 4 hours in a classroom. I guess it’s a compromise, but my addiction is just as much to DP as it is to a caffeine/sugar rush. Case In Point: I like the taste of Coke, but you could put one in front of me at my weakest moment and I could take it or leave it.

Tuesday and Wednesday were rough and unfortunately I know it is also wearing on my evenings with the kids. I am a bit quicker to get annoyed and a bit slower to get out of any funk that frustration puts me in. It’s not fair to them, and I’m trying to fight it, but I know my body and attitude will soon adjust. It’s not like I’m trying to kick crack or something, the withdrawal phase isn’t as drawn out or painful, so there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

Today: So far so good. But it’s early and if i have to hear much more about the Hysteria i think i’ll need something much stronger than a Dr. Pepper. People ask “what are you drinking instead?” Well, I already told you about CranRaspberry Juice, I get some of my caffeine need from Tea, at night I’ve chugged some milk (2%),  and mostly during the day I’m sticking with water. I’ve “splurged” twice with the Red Bull and a Sprite, but 2 “sodas” in 5 days is pretty darn good.

Saturday I’ll know if JUST killing DP/Soda is going to be enough to kick start the transformation. Ultimately, it is not enough, and I am already doing a few small things. But I can only mentally handle one massive life change at a time… Trust me, when the addiction runs as deep as this one does, this is enough for week one.